Talk:Ken Kaneki/@comment-101.190.43.71-20151201112808

Kaneki is somewhat relatable to my life but at the same time different

When I was young I barely had friends I played by myself and siblings sometimes reading my uncle's manga. When I started school I was bullied (physically) a lot then I made friends and since I never had friends so I became protective over them I even broke my arm in doing so.

High school came and I hated it I was mentally tortured and because of my year group being idiots that sometimes we got detentions and I never get to eat or go home because of this I snapped as I was told by relatives as I rarely spoke and I beat up anyone annoying me or loved ones and they told me my eyes looked dead and I would take risk not caring about so my relatives brought me to a therapist where they said I needed to move schools. After I moved I met new friends within two weeks and my relatives says I looked joyful but recently I've been going to the therapist because almost every night I have dreams of a person who looks like me wearing my old school's uniform saying I shouldn't be happy cause now I'm too soft to look after loved and that I'm stupid thinking I got rid of him and because of this I've been suffering from depression.

This is way I find Kaneki relatable as we both suffered from the past and then having a normal life and barely remembering anything (my relatives help me remember all this) and suffering again but unlike I've changed back I'm still me but what kaneki has taught me is to not be like him and giving up and become a monster again.

Sorry for going off subject but I want to tell people how much Kaneki matters to some people like me so don't ship him with people.