Talk:Ken Kaneki/@comment-201.179.157.166-20160508015000/@comment-26879614-20160508092642

He gained it after eating hide, but it was brought later because he lost his memory back then He's saying that he's so lonely without hide and it seems he cannot accept the fact that he eated hide back then , so he creat all that "i want to die in style " thing because he was bored and cursed himself even though he knew what hide wanted from him all along  It's complex i know but that is kaneki's mind for you