Thread:Sunou-san/@comment-25787298-20151021172708/@comment-26841482-20151025102106

Well, now I know why I like you so much, Sensei. You are different from most people, whom I've met, but in a good way. 😁 You are quite similar to me and that makes me happy. :-) I actually felt comfortable where I worked (studied: tuition). Sadly, so many things have happened in these past seven months- travelling across the country etc. I've even stopped working.

Hi, Sunou-san. I'm honoured by your praise, thank you. Eye aim to please.

Yeah, I might appear as a fun person to hang out with, but it isn't so in real life. Those who I studied with, saw me as "the silent, good-for-nothing, pain in the ass", just because I was/am socially awkward and introverted. But, I reality, I was just a lonely guy who's in need of real friends.

Yes, anime does that to a person. But, I've seen some really gruesome and fucked up things that lead you to think if you can trust anyone or not. Now, if I see anything sad or depressing, I don't get affected at all. On the outside, I might be all emotional on the outside *cough* Hairu *cough*, but it's a completely different matter on the inside.

You know, why I like Arima? Not because he's so strong. Not even because he's so cool. Nah, I have Aizen for that. The reason why I like Arima is because he's really similar to me. He's a lonely existence, unable to connect with others, just like me. Atleast I think so.

A user replied to a comment of mine. His exact words were, " hype? sad? on contrary im not hyping the deaths just to piss off some people. or pretend to be sympathetic with some characters."

Intentionally or unintentionally, this get saw through me. I was like, "Pretend sympathy is better than none at all." Atleast, I was comforting others.