Thread:Crazy Suzy/@comment-27247962-20161108175913/@comment-29540002-20161109205823

well worst comes to worse i might hurt myself, i've done before, i actually once bit my hand 37 time on both hands till they bleed, and the other time is cut my thighs with a pair of sissors ( shallow cuts off course) and cut my legs with a pen.

i think its better to hurt my self then to hurt othes if it comes down to it.

i see what you mean by me letting my emotions get the better of me, i noticed that when i was 7 ( yes i had these kind of out bursts since that age) i tried to keep my emotions under lock and key, so i don't get hurt by others ( emotionally) but this lead to my family thinking i was emotionally cut off, due to the fact i didn't cry at my coisan's funeral, i was very upset, but was just in shock  to see a corpse of my 4 year old coisan. since then most of my family would think i am a sociopath for cutting off my emotions, but after then i expressed my overflowing emotions with anger and aggression, and recently i went through a break up with my ex boyfriend and that kinda just set me off, and now almost anything can set me off.

i don't care about my ex anymore, i just want my revenge for throwing me out like trash and to make him suffer for what he has done, he actually left my school because he knew i had it out for him.