Talk:Touka Kirishima/@comment-27086661-20151104180814

in a way i think her killing Mado was pivotal to her developement, when she sees his ring she remembered what it was like when her dad never came home, and she had to cope with the fact that she could have very well done the same thing to them, for me i think this is where her self hatred really started.After Ayato ripped out her kagune she may have felt relieved? All being a ghoul has ever caused her was pain, and her kagune was like a reminder of that, by losing her kagune Ayato allowed her to break out of that endless cycle of killing, she starts enjoying school more and wants to become a teacher.

and just when things are looking up for her...Antieku is destroyed, she loses her home and everyone she loves, she can't become a teacher or go to university (we assume, a biology degree would take at least three years and she's running a cafe-so I'm assuming she didnt get to go) and i think she blamed herself for it-it comes back to her killing Mado which increased the ccg's attention on the area, granted there where other larger factors but self blame doesn't really work like that.

or i could be looking into this too much   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯