Talk:Hideyoshi Nagachika/@comment-27376148-20170416203301/@comment-27376148-20170420082607

i think its a cry for help which mado cannot provide bc shes just as empty as him and doesnt know how to deal with it thats why shes throwing herself back onto amon bc hes familiar and thats where they left off in her opinion although amon rejected her and their relationship hasnt evolved since then. its like a relapse? bc that way she can pretend shes not empty although she is.

kaneki wanted to provide help (bc he of all ppl knows how it feels to be empty lost and lonely) but she rejected him bc she couldnt handle the changes which he is part of (which again is a reason for her falling back into a past pattern of behaviour). its imo similar to how touka couldnt handle how kaneki changed after aogiri back in tg.

i feel conflicted abt him being not able to fill the emptyness without hide i mean first of all yes no matter if he comes back hides abscence would alway leave kaneki with missing sth (similar to the death of his mother which left him traumatized) but he should learn to move on without him for himself (like he appeared to be at the end of chapter 75).

Despite that i think Hides prescence would help kaneki, no it wouldnt solve all his issues, "cure" his depression or anything but just Hide being there by his side would likely help kanekis mindset towards a healthier direction of living, bc what kaneki desperatly searches for is unconditional love and both akira and touka have rejected him after his changes while hide didnt.

But i kind of hope Hide will return when Kaneki learned to fill the void without hide bc otherwise hed likely do the same thing as akira right now - latching onto a lost loved one blindly.