Talk:Ken Kaneki/@comment-138.75.171.106-20150810144129/@comment-26074716-20150811042337

As far as I saw, he's genuinely happy in CCG. I mean he went all sort of trouble preparing Christmas party for people he's close to in CCG.

Idk but since from chapter 140, Kaneki is sort of sleeping and he's living his dream now as Haise. Haise is everything he yearns to be as Kaneki. A person who can help others, takes care of others. All of this stuffs between his ccg family is a dream that he never wants to wake up thus why he's so reluctant to gain his memories back. It's sorta like a defense mechanism he unconsciously develops to protect himself. You can see how much he misunderstood his past life. He sees Kaneki as nothing but a monster.

I think Akira really cares about him. I don't know if she knows about his involvement in her father's death and Amon's disappearance but she clearly cares about Haise's being as displayed in the auction arc and even at the start of :re. About Arima, lol, do we even know how his mind works. But from the manga, Haise really looks up to him and somewhat dependent on him.

Imo Haise is really happy with his CCG family, what bothers him is his past not his current position.