Thread:Dayne Dariel/@comment-34223508-20180830215656/@comment-34223508-20180913182632

Nah so far haven't needed to frown xD

Too lazy to drink, as in I was more comfortable laying in bed doing nothing than satisfying thirst. Don't know why, myself. I just didn't drink because between bed and drink bed was better at the moment.

No idea how delusional. I daydream a lot, and I sometimes half fall asleep in class. Like, I still hear the teacher and most of what he says is in my head but my brain makes up it's own event of it, and modifies some things. I'm not superstitious at all, but delusional.

Well, as for doubt.. I have serious trust issues. When classmates come to me to make friends, I usually don't trust them, and think they're there not for my company but for some other reasons, such as "more friends for status" or "grades". Well, that's what people usually did, they replaced me when I didn't live up to them, they used me for status and they changed their mind if they liked me or not every week, makes it difficult to trust people, it's why I never had a best friend. If someone get's close to me I usually become even more introverted and silent, since I don't wanna say something to scare them off. So doubting too much can be stupid, even if it's sometimes better to.

Yup, life is about the most complex thing that exists, and I sometimes wish it were a bit simpler.