Talk:Kuki Urie/@comment-213.66.199.45-20150720044424/@comment-62.1.190.198-20150720131654

yeah i know mate.bullying sucks.a lot

why do you think i started kick boxing in the first place. :-/

and yes my waist was bigger than my shoulders at that time.in my first kick boxing workout(seems like a life time ago) i remember my self going out of the room slowly walking and breathing like a madman.i couldnt stand or walk straight.it was mostly pride(at that time i didnt know what that word meant or that i had it) that kept me standing until i sat down in the lockers room.

i started and lost weight 2-3 years before my first kick box workout by walking too.just walking.i had the same feeling with being lighter and breathing etc.but i didnt stopped eating that much as you describe though.i ate a lot(and i mean a lot) but a litle more clean.just a litle.

losing weight didnt stop the bullying though.thats a different story.

im not a doctor either.i cant tell you which is which and what is what.and times i went to the hospital was because of bikes(thank god for helmets and thank you sensei for learning me how to roll when i got thrown-down in order to break the fall.)and a nasty car accident that had my legs(knees got hit hard)injured(huray for safety belts).

the only think i know from my own road i ve walked this far is you cant let your  life get wasted.

every breath we take is sacred.you should know that mate.because of the sugar disorder that doesnt mean you cant socialize.and you dont have to explain yourself to nobody,why you dont order the same stuff as they do.or why you eat the green salad with boiled chicken and water instead of coke or pepsi or whatever.youre not obliged to to explain your self. and if they ask why you eat that(or whatever you eat or dont),look them in the eyes and i say:because i like it.

yes but it doesnt look tasty.

it does for me.and end the convesration for that.it takes time but it works.

thats it.being a litle rude(not being a dick there a line between them)is your  right.you dont have to explain yourself for the simple things in life.

Its Your Right.and it cant be taken from you mate.if you want to share with somebody a simple cant  eat this and that is enough.you dont hav to explain youself for you habbits.

my weightlifting coach never ate sugar(for the calories).when i asked him about he smiled and said:i feel generous.i give away all the sweets cakes etc that i was going to eat in my life to people who need them more than me.thats because im generous.and he ended the conversation about sugar.

if you want to gain mass a proper (profecionall)doctor/dietologist/coach that knows about your condition your diet and your health,after a series of tests(to provide that youre healthy and your body can handle it) can propably guide you.the rest is up to you mate. thats  my opinion on what you wrote below.being isolated isnt a good thing.problems or not.

closing what im writing i apologize for making you remember your bullying and hard times with my first comment.i know the feeling 1rst hand and it sucks.its not good.thats why evolution is needed.

that feeling which you felt for reward is never lost.and i believe that it isnt a punishment either.

its the first step for changing things that are bad.

good luck to whatever you do and stay healthy and safe.never forget that breathing is something we must be greatfull about and live.

have you ever read a manga called holyland??by mouri kouji.

i read it a couple of years back.its about martial arts and streetfighting.the story starts because of bullying.

when i read it i was like:this shit is so so so familiar.i ve been in some of these situations.

the author had also.

it was akwards reading it,but it is(for me) a very special manga.

its hard to forget about bullying and the people who did it but forgeting or isolating isnt an option.no mater the reason.

everybody should walk tall with pride without being afraid.

thats my oponion.and its harder doing it than talking about it.

wish you luck,health and pride in whatever you do mate.

be happy and strong.

and if you lift ask a doctor first.like i said im not one.

stay strong.