Talk:Tooru Mutsuki/@comment-10733658-20170313221734/@comment-27247962-20170317003312

^my my aren't you being a little to judgemental for someone who respects people's concious desire & encouragement to make that into a principle everyone should abide by? I guess you aren't succeeding very well at respecting my concious desires. Maybe first consider wether you are capable of doing just that, before bringing it up.

But let's entertain your thoughts for a bit, Chilopeda.

Looking at the context in which you use 'mental breakdwon' you're automatically assuming it to be negative & by default a bad reasoning. While a mental breakdown in an already disturbed mind points at a internal struggle for dominance. Certain desires wether they're concious or unconcious are fighting against the walls & defensive mechanism she has pulled up within her. It's a rebellion from inside. The sane part could be welling up at that point, but since it lacks in power, the insane part only puts up more walls & cages to lock that part up even more.

The concious desires how I see interpret we see them now, are desires allowed by that insane part. (Mutsuki is a mentally trapped individual or just simply a sociopath for me) Being a male & seen as one, is considered advantageous & safe. Just as that same part spurs Mutsuki to kill animals & who knows what else in a brutal way. (concious desires we should respect if I should belief you). If I can also take your word on the mental breakdown-part, then i'd say those moments represent a clash with the concious desires of her sane/caged self, which only becomes apparent at times that her internal defenses lessen or the concious desire of that sane/caged part becomes wells up like a Tsunami within her.

So yeah i'm not sure why I should respect the concious desires of her insane part, which are most likely just desires that came into existence to numb her fear & anxiety.

my view can be compared to this: People who smoke extensively. You respect the reason that made them start smoking, but you don't respect the part where they smoke a lot. You understand & respect their troubles, but you show no respect for the desire that makes them only feel good temporarily and on top of that will only ruin them in due time.

That her desire to be male is temporary & that it doesn't suit her nature, is something i belief to be the case. What you belief to be right is for you to decide, I don't care in the least. I do care when you demand that I start caring for your beliefs.

Are we cool on that?