Talk:Touka Kirishima/@comment-108.28.7.188-20150706133940/@comment-181.161.81.249-20150707080501

also about the metting in chapter 120 i would rather be on touka side in this one, not becouse of the beat up and the fact that she damaged kaneki but rather the set up, ken was caring a hevy burden not only for his essues but also of how his life affected the others around him, even thougth he would have never wantef to hurt the ones he holds dear he did in the lab, and touka was able to talk with hide and also realize that ken was willingly issolating himself.

when they met and kaneki told her about his objtive, she knew that if ken wasnt stopped there then there would be no other chance and it would be too late, kaneki was doing the exact same thing that she did back in the doves arc so she dicceded toconfront him and when she saw kaneki touching his chin touka just losed it and told him if he really wanted to be alone then just dont return, even if it was really bad hitting him i really doubt it would have hurt him, heck, he got fucked by shachi and turtured by yamori, what really hurted to kaneki wasnt that, it was the fact even thougth he thouth that he wanted touka to try to persue him to return she decided to agree his request and just let him go (just look at his face when she said dont return to anteiku) if he really wanted to go and just see somebody he looked for being extremly strong and that would always try to hide her emottions just being completly broken and about to cry, the face he saw was not seen in chapter 120 it was rebealed in chapter 140.

so my point was that the amount of emmotions just overwhelm them, one cant allways be this perfect being full of proud tht respect everybodie and it always struck me that a lot of people just treat touka like an abusser or a really toxic person for kaneki becouse of this scene when that just issnt the case, relatonships will never be perrfect no mater how perfect we believe we are for trying to understand others there will be allways goods and wrongs in people no mater what kind of people we are.