Thread:AzuraKitsune/@comment-27078917-20180909193944/@comment-34223508-20181002160418

I just don't like the way they smell.

Currently having a lot of family trouble. Dad's a bit annoying. Like, 90% of my life he never really spoke to me, other than to scold me for not going to bed and being a kid and shit. And then he suddenly acts like he's trying to be a dad. Bit late, don't you think? And mum had a breakdown the other day, and who fucking forced themselves to comfort her? I DID. AND FUCKING DAD JUST RAN INTO HIS ROOM TILL SHE STOPPED CRYING. I HATE HIM SERIOUSLY SOMETIMES.

I'd have loved to just goddamn put my tail between my legs and locked myself in my room, and cried my eyes out and myself to sleep that day, and block out everything. I still wish I'd fall asleep one day and not be woken up against my will or having to school. I also wanted to yell at dad. But I held it in, cause what good would that do? And the rest of the day they both gossiped about how horrible of a kid I am as if they were trying to make me hear it. Like what the hell? I get the message that I'm unwanted by simply telling me that I don't wanna be seen, you don't have to make me feel bad about being born to them.

One minute, they act loving and caring, and the next they act as though they regret ever laying eyes on me. And then they also treat me like an animal.

Oh, and they prefer our pets over me, from time to time.

Why does everything always have to be so fucking complicated?