Talk:Ken Kaneki/@comment-27276334-20151124171500/@comment-27281779-20151125004540

I have heard someone discover a 15 in chapter 54 in re:

And that is the Devil which has this for an example which fits kind of perfectly with most of what you said.

When we pull the Devil card in a reading we've got some serious examining to do. We need to consider who or what is in charge of our lives. The Devil is a very loud message stating that we're in danger of giving up our control to our base nature. Or, it's a message that we've already  dropped to a level of functioning that is beneath us.
 * Do I think I'm unworthy of love? Happiness? Peace? Why?
 * The  truth  is that love and acceptance can never be gained because they are always ours - they are at the core of our being at all times.
 * We are   designed for greatness, yet when we stoop to the level of ego-thinking we're blind to our own beauty.
 * This is not to say the ego is all bad. We all need our ego's to function. Ego is a problem only when we allow it to run through our thoughts unchecked. An  uncontrolled  mind is an ego-driven mind. An ego-driven mind is one that operates under the illusion that love and acceptance must be  obtained  at all cost.
 * What do I gain by letting my ego control my life?
 * Do I always feel like I need to answer to someone? Why?
 * What is pestering me all the time? What can I do about it?
 * Do I feel like I never have enough, can never be enough? Why?
 * How can I lift myself out of these lower levels of thoughts and feelings?