Talk:Karao Saeki/@comment-27376148-20160604233006

you know the moment mutsuki saw the scissors he thought "im abt to die" which led him to changing his tactic instead of his previous one which was to distract torso and ended up him murdering torso "like a monster" - i think the two scissors actually might were supposed for both of them to pick flowers and you know mutsuki would have needed arms for that. so there could have been an intent from torsos side on a "bonding activity" and giving mutsuki flesh to regenerate.

and just it was destinied to end up in his death. i know that. there probably was no way out. torso would have died one way or another.

only the moment mutsuki regrettet his empathy towards torso was the same moment where there might have been an actual possibility of torso differing from his usual behaviour with victims. im not saying that to excuse anything he did it just makes me feel somewhat complicated abt it compared to if torso really had that intent to end mutsukis live that moment.

also the circumstances made it more horrible for mutsuki too - if torso actually tried to murder him there, mutsuki could have at least wrote it down as defending himself in that moment but that moment he switched and multilated torsos corpse in terrible ways.

like of all moments tooru could have had snapped for example when an abuse took place - it happend when torso was making an honest effort to please mutsuki and to take someone to a place like he wanted with the girl in his childhood - a person not a corpse.

i dont know it make me feel reminded of children taking their loved teddy bears or anything to a picknick - they treat them like a person. (if that makes sense)

and this way hell always remember torsos smiling face, no matter how twisted and a lost case torso was.

this doesnt excuse anything of the things torso has done - i dont blame mutsuki either - just the moment it took place was worst possible one imo.