Talk:Ken Kaneki/@comment-121.96.57.139-20160113145136/@comment-122.57.186.14-20160113223704

He can't lie to us in his thoughts... You take it too literally. Also I think his way of being suicidal is not that he's going to find a way to get himself killed. He enters these dangerous situations fully knowing that he could die, and he doesn't mind. He fought his best against Arima. Hide was probably part of that but I think his way of thinking is that he has to throw his best out there even if he wants to die. If his best isn't enough that's that, he's satisfied. I think at the beginning of the series he really wanted to live, if you look at how he fears Rize. But as the series went on things just kept getting bleaker really. And when theres nothing to look forward to but more bleakness it's hard to see what's worth living for. Especially when Kaneki lived his entire life like this. He truly doesn't believe he can be happy.